The Breakage of Bonds

I break bonds too quickly.
Everyone says that. I feel like I've blogged about this a million times before as well.
When someone, who has had a chance to know me forever, and then goes and does something to disappoint me, I get angry. And gosh knows I cannot control my anger.
And then I throw it all away, no matter how close that person was to me.
It's a bad habit, I guess, if you look at it without knowing me. But I don't really believe in breaking those.
It's fair right? To want to be around only those people who know you, and who you know?This makes life much simpler.
You don't want to be hanging out with a person for two years, and then have that situation at the bar, where the bartender asks you what your favorite drink is, and your busy doing something else, like digging through your bag, and you ask that 'person' to order for you, and they're staring at you blankly.
'How do I know what you want?'
'I don't know, douche, you've been with me for the last two years. Take a guess at least?'

It's a small deal to most people, I get it, makes me sound high maintenance (which I seriously am), but its the little things that matter.
Like knowing what your favorite drink is, or what your favorite band+song is, who you hate with your life... and what you love with your life.

You can't always have what you want, I know that too, but unlike most people, I'm willing to risk everyone who comes my way and try to be surrounded by people who know who I am and who I know ... very well.
Maybe I'll be left lonely, cause that can never happen, but I think I'm doing alright right now... better than alright...

What's wrong with dismissing everyone who is fake or who don't know you? There's nothing wrong with breaking bonds then, too quickly.
That's what I think ...

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