Friendly Pain Pangs

I hate that when a friend is hurt, I feel like crying.
Its the suckiest feeling in the world ... although lonely people would perhaps die for that ... I'd trade it. Yes sir!

Its like when they face hard decisions, your holding your breath, hoping they make the right one .. for themselves, even though it doesn't affect your life in anyway.
I guess thats what true friendship is right?
(I literally held my breath when Sonya got her hair cut this summer, cause I'm like omg, this must be SO HARD for her LOL what if something goes wrong... until I realise I'm as freaked out of my mind as she is)

It's this crazy connectivity that you never asked for in the first place, but you get it... like a 'get one free' offer at the supermarket. I know it sounds really insane, but you never know when its happening, cause it is so often ... and its subconscious on most levels.

Yeah, so I hate feeling the same dam feeling ...

But what I hate more? Is not being able to do anything about it or make it any lesser for them. Like you can feel like crying, but you can't half the pain or take a little for yourself so it hurt's a little less for them....

Life's silly...
Go figure!

(Jacky Sonya this one was for you'll bitches <3)