Its Called Letting Go

I know a lot of people who read my blogs just to see whats going on with me!
There are times when they don't hear from me, for like weeks, and I admit, it's all me...I get these mood swings often...well anyway ...

I checked out a friends blog today, a very dear friends blog today, just to see how she was and how stuff in her life was going. I'm not sure what to make of it, because annoying it is when you cannot understand what a person is trying to say, no matter how many words they use and no matter how simple the english.
Some of you'll must've figured out who she is by now, but regardless, I want to ask her just one question, and it goes something like this *clears throat*

'The posts which are about me ... Seriously?'

Now you can make of this whatever you feel like, and not respond to it either. But, the question stands and always will stand.
If you have forgotten dear friend, it is not shameful that 'we' let everything go, mind you...its 'you' already let go.

I love you deeply but I do not show it by supporting you through the million phases you go through in your life and sendin you a million text messages...I support you by disagreeing with those phases. You may think I did not understand you even a little bit and just as well...I think your right. But haven't I already said that before and apologized for all my wrong doings? I'm not asking you to forgive me, but I'm asking you to forget it already!

You need to do something that is called 'letting go'.
And you need to realise that if you want something, you can get it. You just need to want it bad enough. You know I did ... but it takes two to frigging tango. You out of all the people in the world know that, since you claim I was the one who was so oblivious to your existence. At least I did it unknowingly...what excuse do you have for shunning me off?

I want to use your name badly, but if your reading this, I'm sure you know it's you. And if I wasn't the one you were talking about in your posts, then I'm sorry for making this so awkward.