Farewell Bestfriend

Sigh... I hate today...it's 4am and i should be grabbing some shut eye, but i really don't want to do it... because, that means morning will come sooner and that means jacky will be leaving quicker...
I really havent said farewell to a bestfriend before...and it drives me crazy that I have to prepare a speech and stop myself from crying... cause im the strong one, and im betting she cries her eyes off :(

It wouldve been a little better, if when she left, i had someone else to fall back on...but two days from today, u ll see me blog about Joella...cause she's another inseperable part of me...and she's out of here too, quicker than I can say she's out of here... which ...sux, if i havent already said that before ...

Hmmm... well i spent some time with her today and i bought her presents which i hope will make her remember me... and the sad thing is, when you go away to another country, your vulnerable... which im sure she is going to be... because shes the kind that needs friends ... And you know that eventually the one's you lean on, become family ...

So I guess the whole point of this blog is that, I haven't been great at keeping friends, cause I havent really had real friends ... But the one's that you do make, you cherish forever... So I hope that no matter the distance, I hope that we'll remain the same <3