Special people go into my blog.
Everyone who I've mentioned here, I love (unless, if you've read the previous posts, you can see I don't love some people...seriously, I'm far from it.)
Anyway, I started talking to Joanne again. Weird huh? -Everyone gasps- *people say, 'i thought that was over for good!!!'*
Seriously, i thought so too. And for a while i was happy....
Happy cause i thot all the drama would be over, that i could finally cut contact with the old group who i had spent so much of time with in the past three years and start fresh...i was happy that i didnt have to face anything anymore...not unless i wanted to.
Then her bday came, and i msged her...not cause i had to...i just said i didnt have to do anything unless i wanted to... i really wanted to see how she was and whether we could ever talk.
And she answered that doubt, by calling me, on her bday, from india.
And then i rememberd, I was happier being her friend.
Sounds so chick flick and everything...And i hate the fact that some BESTFRENDS FOR LIFE lameass movie could be reality, hell, i hate it that it could be part of my life!
Anyway. We're better than cool now, we're talking and we're fine for now. Lol. For now...cause we always have something or the other to argue about...But this one message that she had sent me a long time back will always remind me, that what her and I have...is and will always be special:
'Friends have a fight, be mad at each other forever and then argue about who was wrong and who was right.
Bestfriends have a fight, be mad at each other...and then go back to normal and pretend as though nothing went wrong in the first place.'
Pojo... <3
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