I WILL CALL YOU

You know the pt. in time when you meet a friend, after what you think has been been a while...but your not really sure what exactly a 'while' is?

You stare at them...trying to remember their name, or maybe it's their face whilst passing by at the bus stand or at a concert...and your thinking 'Oh My Fuckin Gosh! I've seen this chic before...and I just can't remember where...Ugh!'

Is that the pt. u worry that it's been too long? where the hell have you been? has life been passing you too fast?

The point when i really start to worry is when...i bump into a friend...a friend ive not seen in ages...or someone i've just had a bad falling out with...and i want to hide myself...but it's literally a one way street...and we've got to cross paths..it's like you try to search for somewhere to hide yourself, and you would think that I WOULD be one of those lucky people who could just hide behind a pole and vanish...
But just then, your against all odds..and she's staring at you and saying 'Hey! it's been so long! where u been? HOW have you been?' ...

And i'm all red in the face...and confused! wondering...so deeply, whether she saw me trying to hide...and whether i should bring up...i've got some kinda mental disorder...to fake the entire thing. And then i smile...and say,

'Hey! yeah been ages! i've been around...and good too! You?'

And then iz one of those conversations.where you say stuff randomnly.just to make conversation.just so that you dont look like two lunatics hanging round by the street, staring at each other, both trying to figure out why you'll had fallen out in the first place.
And then... it worries me...esp...when...she says,
'Hey! remember the time when....'

And you find yourself...discussing KG, pre school...high school...every event and party...every sleepover and drunken mess... and your just like...
'wow..its been so long...'

...And that worries me...the whole..remembering bit...and the whole 'it's been forever' bit...and then we walk away, after exchanging numbers ofcourse, promising that the other WILL CALL...
'No really! im serious...we should meet up! I WILL CALL YOU!'

And that worries me...exchanging numbers...knowing that this is BUT yet another OBVIOUS sign, that you are never ever going to call...you are never going to see her again...